Snowflake Challenge Day 13

[alisanne]

In your own space, talk about setting yourself a fannish goal. Big or small, it doesn't matter. Some great examples include: complete a bingo, sign-up for a Big Bang, write that fic you've been thinking about for years, podfic that story that you love, make a fanmix for your fandom, post that bit of meta or reclist you keep postponing. Maybe resolve to be better at leaving feedback, or answering comments.

Gosh, this one is unexpectedly hard.

I mean, I have goals I set every week like... keep up with all my drabble coms and fic communities, participate in fests, remember to post prompts (lol). And then there are bigger goals like... do a new fest or write a new pairing (the list of pairings I haven't written continues to shrink), but that's all everyday stuff, you know?

If I'm to dream big then I need to contemplating doing something completely alien to me. Like make a fanvid (yikes!), write weekly meta, or maybe start a new fest or community.

I kind of like what my friend torino10154 said. "...more than anything I want to get better at communicating with my flist again." I do feel as if some people have drifted away and we never interact anymore, and I find that sad. Yes, new fandoms happen, but I like to think that the friends I'm made here transcend mere fandoms/ships. Or perhaps I'm delusional? Meh, who knows?

And I'd also like to have fandom be more of a hobby I can back away from and less of an obligation. And while I'm on that topic, I'd like to find a way to feel less guilty if I don't do everything everyone expects. *shrugs*

Yeah, I knew this one would be weird.